Sneezes and Kisses

It always fascinated me how people go from loving you madly to nothing at all, nothing. It hurts so much.

When I feel someone is going to leave me, I have a tendency to break up first before I get to hear the whole thing. Here it is. One more, one less. Another wasted love story.

I really love this one.

When I think that its over, that I'll never see him again like this... well yes, I'll bump into him, we'll meet our new boyfriend and girlfriend, act as if we had never been together, then we'll slowly think of each other less and less until we forget each other completely. Almost.

Always the same for me. Break up, break down. Drunk up, fool around. Meet one guy, then another, fuck around. Forget the one and only. Then after a few months of total emptiness start again to look for true love, desperately look everywhere and after two years of loneliness meet a new love and swear it is the one, until that one is gone as well.

There's a moment in life where you can't recover any more from another break-up. And even if this person bugs you sixty percent of the time, well you still can’t live without him. And even if he wakes you up every day by sneezing right in your face, well you love his sneezes more than anyone else's kisses.

Via: Le Love

I've been crying relentlessly since I watched MJ's Memorial which I watched via CNN at 1:00 am here in the Philippines. I particularly hated Jennifer Hudson's rendition of "Will You Be There?" She made it sound too strong when I've always had the idea [and I thought MJ thought, too] that the song was soulful, sad and vulnerable. I cried like crazy thus resulting to red eyes the whole day and I'm extremely groggy due to lack of sleep with the program ending at around 4:30 ish.

Since MJ died, I've been on an MJ-LSS mode and all I was listening to was his songs. Surprisingly, when I feel like breaking the cycle, I listen to only one song: Everytime I See You by Fra Lippo Lippi. I wonder why. *smiles like a high school girl*

Updates: My leg still hurt from too much dancing at our company event where Mr. Pure Energy G.V. had a private concert. Add to that a rockin' birthday party of one of my dearest girlfriends, K --- I haven't really recovered.

Y, Me, K

FOTD [or what's left of it]
Face: MAC Studio Finish NC25
Sally Hansen Skin Firming Pressed Powder
NARS Blush in Oasis

Brows: NYX Eyebrow Pencil

Eyes: No e/s :(
Prestige Waterproof Liquid Eyeliner
Cover Girl Lash Blast Mascara

Lips:
Maybelline l/s in I Forgot What Shade it Was
Sally Hansen Moisturizing Balm

[I gotta say I kept it simple, eh?]

Also, here's a shoutout to one of the most influential blogs to me, especially at the time that I haven't started blogging yet, Liz. She had a short hiatus from her former blog but she's back with a vengeance with her even more creative take on things --- photography, music, make up, fashion etc. Visit her here: http://lisforliza.blogspot.com.

Happy Thursday, everyone!

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